i couldn't recover from it, i swear i'm frightened.
i have heard nobody suffering this for so long. i saw a poster today. it said it could be an illness.
well...
four times of visits with doctors, none of them worked. she told me not to eat things i shouldn't, i had did what was told but till now, nothing seems to improve. "you may not even recover", she said.
is this gonna accompy me forever? i pray not. i'm almost used to it being within me now.
watch me smile and cry beneath. this is what i call life.