thanks to you guys for always speaking common sense and logic to make me feel I'm not alone.in fact i feel so dependent on you all, like whenever down or lost, just go online to find you all to talk it out. feel happy to have company. little chat can make so much change in me especially with horrible C.T results and quarrels in a warm home with dearest father and mother (ironic?).
learnt something from literature,
why people read and enjoy fantasy? because their lives are not fulfilling enough so they read stories or listen musics to enter the fantasy world and imagine their fairytales. somehow, to think about it again, every one does that.
why we listen music? like picture speaks a thousand words, music speaks a thouand life stories.
father, you're angry, i know. I'm worried, do you know? actually, you DON'T KNOW!
after so long, why are you still the one who've been so nice?